December 2010
“a triangle trying to squeeze through a circle. He tried to cut me so I’d fit”
This morning I woke up and as always the negative thoughts started running through my head and I was just like, no. I am going to be happy. Think of some good thing. So I did.
I get to see Phoebe today.
Falls is today.
I have amazing friends and family.
I am at the beach.
I am alive.
Life is good. Actually, life is fucking amazing. And I refuse to let anyone, or anything, change that for me.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
I’ve realised something these past few days, my life is my own. My happiness only depends on me, no one else. This is my life and no matter what happens, I just need to grow up and get over it. Big deal if something bad happens, who cares. There are good things all around and SO much fun that can be had every day. I know how corny this sounds, but really, I’m so...
SOMETIMES I'M SO SMART THAT I EVEN SURPRISE...
Oh my gosh google saves my life everytime.
I’m really happy right now, and more so at the moment. I’ve been watching the cricket down at Swansea and relaxing and being happy and nice and wow. I have new clothes, and that’s good because I’d gotten to small for last summers clothes.
But, the point is, I’m happy and not worried about a single thing. Lovely.
I don’t think I have ever been more determined to prove people wrong in my entire life.
Anonymous asked: can you drive by yourself?
letusgetnaked asked: woah, Swansea, Massachusetts?
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The Titanic is not some beautifully tragic love story, real people died. There were 2,223 people on that ship, and out of the 2,223, 1,517 people died. That is 1,517 people who lost their lives. Those people were women, men, and children. They were some-one’s brother and sister, child, husband, wife, grandparent, mother, aunt, uncle. The Titanic, although being portrayed as a heart...
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rubyskyline:
If I’m just an anchor then slice the rope through, cut yourself free and move the fuck on. I know this isn’t your battle but you’ve gotta know its not done. Its not as easy as it looks facing all your ghastly demons right upfront. I know what its like to feel like hell and back again, if you’re planning on leaving just take the walk now. Are you going to stay? Swear to god.
Swear...
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must not smoke. must not eat. must not cry. must not worry. must not smoke. must not eat. must not cry. must not worry. must not smoke. must not eat. must not cry. must not worry. must not smoke. must not eat. must not cry. must not worry. must not smoke. must not eat. must not cry. must not worry. must not smoke. must not eat. must not cry. must not worry. must not smoke. must not eat. must not...
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Anonymous asked: you are beautiful, especially in your icon :) I read your story and might I add its an emotional subject for me considering one of my closest friends has gone through it. Please eat :( no matter what you think of yourself. I know it's hard, but it does get better, i'm sure. Best of luck for whatever life throws at you, and I hope you make an amazing recovery like my best friend did :)...
Anonymous asked: you are beautiful, especially in your icon :) I read your story and might I add its an emotional subject for me considering one of my closest friends has gone through it. Please eat :( no matter what you think of yourself. I know it's hard, but it does get better, i'm sure. Best of luck for whatever life throws at you, and I hope you make an amazing recovery like my best friend did :)...
I’d love some food right now, just some lovely food. I can not remember the last time I ate a ‘normal’ sized amount of food, my gosh. My head keeps spinning and I can hardly swollow anything. It’s like my body has forgotten how to consume anything at all. I need to eat eventually, soon in fact. I know I do, I feel as if I am dying, yet I can’t help but think, over,...
Home alone, all night, bored, would like a visitor...
Must stop eating anything at all.Must stop eating anything at all.Must stop eating anything at all.Must stop eating anything at all.Must stop eating anything at all.Must stop eating anything at all.Must stop eating anything at all.
HOW TO ACHIEVE MY HOLIDAY GOALS
Eat less/exercise more. Get more songs and have a happy play list. Don’t over think things. idek. hang out with dad or AJ or something. lolololololol. go shopping. throw out everything I don’t want/need.
TO DO THESE HOLIDAYS:
Lose weight, as much as possible by the end of Feburary. Get more happy songs. Worry less. Like sport more, lolololololololololol. Oh, wear brighter clothes. lololololololololololololol. Clean my room/become a tidier person.
Anyone else want to contribute to the list of things I should change about myself?